I never imagined life to be what it is today.
Most days I wake up and the first thoughts of my morning are: Is this real?
At the beginning of all this change, I thought isn't it amazing how little in life is within our control? Now I understand that when we are in the midst of a close relationship with the Lord, we are given the power to design our lives with Him. I'm learning that one of the divinities of life is that we have much more say in what our life is, than it seems at times.
I've been listening to Mindy Gledhill a lot lately. She is such an inspiring, beautiful musician. In her song Hourglass she sings "I wish you all the happiness that God gives freely if you ask. " Oh isn't that the beautiful truth. In those sacred moments on our knees and those powerful pleas in our hearts the Lord crafts our lives with opportunities, choices and circumstances. It is beautiful. It is joy.
I've begun writing again. There is so much to write about! It is my effort to make my life ever more joyous. I see so many beautiful women who have found who they are and are shining radiantly, making the world better with every ray. I want to praise those women and our dear God who gave us the power and promise to become something so great! I hope that someday I will also find my light. I think i'll start with seeing the joy in the many moments of life.